being afriad one wrong move,everything is gone ...
loneliness is one of my greatest fear....
i can feel angry,sad,cry for a reason which i think it
STUPIDDDDDD !!!!!
this is why i hate it...
i sometimes hint u through words,actions,but
i still cant receive what i wish i could....
i can love you still though i feel angry with u for not much reasons.
i've always wanted to feel impt in your life...
and always wanted u to make me feel that u're the right one..
i want to feel you love me more than i do love you
i know we cant go back to the way we used to be during 14 ,
but its alright as we have started afresh....though
the word iloveu aint impt as it is in the <3
i wish one day i cld hear u say that to me....
we may not last till old age,so lets cherish every moment
we have together..
i cant expressed how much i<3u and MMMMMMM
SHIT!!!
last week most of my daily grades get C.....thats real bad...only acounting my grades are alright...but its one of the subject i hate,but during lesson ,its alright because the faci is nice :D
this is my this week's indi comments for accounting..:D which is really a great encouragement and make me feel better despites all the Cs......i can guess which of my team member wrote which one..:D the faci copy and pasted from our rjs to respective team mates :D
2 MORE WEEKS to holiday and than MERRY CHRISTMAS:D
i wanna go to different nice xmas tree to take photo with PPM:)
finanlly ,i've gotten to see the mtv :D...i dk why when i see this,i got a feeling...hmmph.....nice song anw :D
disappointment :'(
the mood during our conversation last night was pretty bad,therefore i was trying to make him happier & stuf....but mb he was tired,mb he .........i 'm afriad,so so very afraid :'( i came out with a friday plan.....but this morning the msg made me disappointed,made me cry....i know he needs time for his friends..therefore i should learn to be understanding..but perhaps,i pinned too much hope ,i gave in my 101%....soon i have to learn to give in less so when the time comes,i wont be that sad as now...he dont know how much i miss him,because i know in my heart very well after p.o.p though time wld be more ,we wont be able to meet much too,,... AFRAID !!...how can i feel secure :( i shant think so much til he calls me later..but really having buttterflies in my tummy now...its bad bad bad feeling and intinct i have...
it has been a long long time since we met ....:D.....i met manda first ard 6...she wanted to bring me to the v nice fishy chips to eat..we walked from bugis,laselle to lil india side there..and to find out that the shop wasnt OPEN !!! BLOODY HELL !!!...than she brought me elsewhere to eat near her sch there....than we walked back to bugis to meet KANAN!!!....(shamini)
hahahs than we dk where to slack and end up slacking at ILUMA !!!...brought them to the highest floor where they have pathetic lil green patches for us to slack....hahas we talked about our SEXLIFE !!!! (not really sex ) we shall keep it as our secret ^^ whoah!!!...we got lots to catch up man.....we laughed ,screAMED and chat as usual..everytime we do that we're in our own world ,blocked out the surrounding...hahas....i think we were really too loud :D but no1 cares :P
took really too too many photos till i have to take 1 hour to upload =X..but its nice ... than we went home pretty late LATE !!..therefore i skipped sch today agn :( ..oh my..... :D mj LATER,MJ TMR..mj mj mj !!!!
(scroll down to look at the PICTURE OF THE DAY ) super funny.....
we plucked many flowers from the bush till it got a lil botak =X....because we failed taking flower falling shots!!
isnt this tree pretty...ooOOooo
TMD!!! closed
they renovated this place..indian movies..!!..lets go watch BOLLYWOOD!!!!
looks like those olden englisg houses in singapore...
bugis's christmas tree :D sailor theme
manda n i
HAPPY TREE FRIENDS :D
hello ASSSSStro boy agn...
HERRE WE GOOOOOO AGGNNNN!!!!! CAM WHORING!!!
smell our feet !!
RUNAWAY!!!!
we look cool eh hahahs
cool eh :D 
manda cant split for nuts hahas
retarded face =.=
alll these pretty flowers planted by ME :D...nice right
as u can see.,.we failed in taking this kinda pic tt day 
fake grass...pokey but nice to lie down :D
rolling stones
cool right :D i took this and edit :D
i swear i didnt dye my hair.....but sadly most photos i take look black except this :D
I LOVE THIS :D MANDA COOL EH
manda said...: later tmr ur lips swollen....lol
lack of slp eyes as usual :(
i like this :D
the flower blocked my face
the feminine side
its the season to be jolly....tralalalalal lalala la !! its time for x'mas
THIS ONE BEST !!!>>PHOTO OF THER DAY <<<>>>..dirty crazy gal ...
I LIKE :F
cool right...like party ppl..and they look super tall :D...i'm sucha good photographer =X hee
i've become a neckless fatty
before we say bye bye to the grass
COOL DAY :D
GOOD DAY :D
WONDERFUL DAY :D
NONSENSE DAY :D
HAPPY DAY :D
Saturday,fetched him agn :D....went to his hse...washed his clothes and hung them dry before we leave.....we only rest for awhile therefore still v v tired....went to eat with his ah ma at the same place...went to his ah ma hse and slacked....his baby cousin so adorable now....can talk a lot...dance and all...halfway through....my eyes became very sore and my flu was terrible...i think becauwse of the dust and not enough rest....we finally went to eat the prawn mee and went to mustafa :D...it was pretty late alrd..than we went to my hse for awhile and bus back to his hm...
we walked shows using my laptop and halfway through i fell asleep because i was damn damn tired..but i woke up after he watched finished...the wind was very strong at night which made me super scared because of the sound ...I had a surprise: the greatest horror in the morning...!!!! my laptop screen was cracked..but inside....!! i didnt drop my laptop ...it was so random..but i think it was cracked internaly during the previous accident..!! :'( :'(..it will cost me a bomb to repair it ..i dk how man...troublesome too when i go to sch !! super sad...!!
but he made me feel better...he wanted to pay for me and all but i didnt want .....he tried to make me happy ,tell me cold jokes and played with my hair.....the pig tail he tied was super funny...hmmph...we had lunch with his mom n sis and than went back ...nap because we were super tired....watched anime agn ,ate dinner and we cabbed to TM....i know he tried his very best to cheer me up...i'm really touched and happy though i only had half a smiley...iloveu alvin.
i 'm used to the warmth he gave me....how i wish everynight he cld be beside me, so i can slp better everynight ...the last person to see before my day ends..&&&&..the first person whom i wld see in the morning ..the hugs and kisses .... the future is uncertain,i should not worry about but on other hand, i'm trying to prepare myself ,i'm scared still...
he very filial to his grandparents one eh ..except except sth hor......
18 alrd.still play the machine..
tada !!! everytime we play this hur he want what we wil get it....previous time he helped me too :D..i dont like my miss chatterbox because he kept making fun of me saying i fatty tts why its heavier,indirectly saying the 2 thingy rep me and him..=X
there's this banghala...
he taught this baby boy in a train b4 to dig nose and really digged leh.now his cousin also learnt alrd ...got scolded by his aunty because now xin er free time always dig nose ....
she damn adorable...keep want our attentio..when she see alvin or herself in the camera damn excited one..
most of the rest photos is she anyhow snapped one hahas
like to take herself but only through the mirror reflection hahas
he pretending he having the range agn ..=.=crazy boy..
kept pestering him to open the drink..but we scared to give her drink ..later her mommy scold ..ahas
PIG always acting retarded ..
i got a lil sick after tt..see my teary eyes and chui face..idiotic flu
must take far far ahahas...on the way to his hse.
his first master peice eh.....he did this to cheer me up ..it really did because see how funny and fugly it is...
experimenting
his sister helped him with one / three parts...damn funy u see them do ..
wahlao ..this is the "best" ......
continued...
after the soh talk,i trained to wisma,sent my laptop for repair....i pray hard it wont be so ex...but good thing ,my stuff wld remained in there ;D....i was very unlucky !! my hp was kinda spoilt too...lucky before i left the hse,i brought all the warranty...than i rushed down to vivo :X..my head was aching ..but i gotta get it all done...they just did a software update,saying nth wrong with my phone.,.but i actually know my phone gonna spoil soon ...i saw many nice LG phones but cant afford..should not have buy stuff on impulse ,if not i would have money to buy the cookie phone.....its 200 only if i trade in..!!! cheap eh....because i guess the lollipop phone wld take a few months to come and i have to wait for the price to drop too..=X.. i have to wait alone for my phone..went pets safari and daiso....the puppies v adorable and daiso has many nice stuff ^^i regretted not bringing my camera..also b'cos the x'mas tree is so bright and nice :D
candy floss could makes me happy :)
he used to text me in the morning if he could...but ytd he didnt....but it was alright....lucky classmates came for MJ :D if not i would feel more worried and keep'on thinking....because he didnt call me even at 10.30pm..i always get butterflies in my tummy and all..sometimes these of signs of a bad omen..gals's intincts are always correct most of the time..the feeling was unexplainable..because it reminded me of the past and i'm afraid history would repeat itself....i dont wanna be abandoned agn....
but lucky he called afrer awhile and its because he cld not use his phone....^^
misses him a bunch <3
my mom bought for me the other day....... i like to see it flying whenever the wind blows into my room :D its called the DREAM CATCHER ^^
35th anniversary
ytd ,meixin ,sinyee and i went to kitty lab at the expo :D.....we went in first while sy came later on......we were slightly late....hahas..i thought it wld be packed with ppl but actually v v v lil ppl ....we were only allowed to take photos at the photobooth which was stupid..each person would be given at KTA :D ..the objection for the lab thingy is to go to every station to play game and choose kitty's ribbon ,clothes blah blah blah...if you lose the game at the station,they would anyhow chose it for u ...tts why my kitty got a mostache =X spoiler......and at the end,you give the custom ppl ur kitty KTA ( the kitty lantern looking thingy) than ur kitty would come out in a ID card..ur own kitty...:D i've tried my very best to take photos inside because its really pretty..esp the kitty cafe ,inside they have kitty cakes (fake ones ) ...but too many the kitty lab staff ard so yeah =X..tts partly why i said 35 bucks for this event is not really worth it... the games are kinda fun & lame :) but overall we had fun ^^ thank you mx & sy for the comapany.. ;D we went off b4 our time was up ....bought a plushie , which vibrates and make noises and the cheeks wld glow...
now i'm happy after going to kitty lab :D...the concpet is really pretty cool..like a real kitty city inside :D ....with roads and shops and all .it got me really tempted to take photos ..but argh cannot CANNOT CANNOT !!!!....but just tt its kinda ex and cannot take photos :@
the staff there all quite friendly....they got kitty- labcoat as their uniform ..lol
we went to the airport to have our dinner :D at 9 plus....we did the art thingy too hahas...and than trained home :D
the story of why kitty's hair became curly is , kitty did an experiment and it exploded =X wahaas
i think expo's mrt station is one of the prettiest mrt station..
tixs..
landyard..there's white and red
this is like a badge..u wld only get it if u complete the gam thingy inside within 30 mins...:D ..
okay i dk this fellow name ..=X
i cld only snapped this station...strawberry hospital..see is really like a city with roads and lamposts :D cool right...
the lamp post so adorable :D ...its hello kitty one
there!! this toy glows,VIBRATE LIKE !@#$%^&* and has some weird noises
i can put my coins and cards next time if my wallet is too heavy :D
they damn smart la....make us take photo than u can choose to purchase it a not..of course we did..got another one will scan it sometime later...:D there's stickers where u cld play ard .. in the photo we're holding the KTA which is the thingy where u go to each staion to enter the data along u go:)
the ticket booth.......
yeah everyone wld get a different ID card depending how well n bad u did for the games.... as you can see below,my kitty got MOSTACHE!!! damn it..because i lost in 1 game than they add for me ..KNS...so yeah my kitty friend is My melody,horoscope is capricon,its a ninja kitty,its occupation is a doctor lallaala...look so manly la..i wanted it to be a pretty kitty instead..
the randomly,given background of our cards..
pretty right...except for my manly kitty =X
oh yeah this gal ,we met her there as she went alone so we asked her to join us :D
in changi's x'mas ball
this boy damn adorable..he say cheese very enthu -ly
hahas the slide looked damn fun ...
time was running damn fast ytd.....he 've got confinement so only booked out for 1 pathetic day...he's kind soul friend fetched him :D so i met him at sk to eat breakfast :D....than went to his hse...no1 was at home...we slacked,talk,watch the drama than they came home....ahhas his mom got the string thingy for me too....^^...than they went prawning while alvin n i cabbed to tamp :D...lucky alvin n his army friends wore home clothes first if not so weird and i wont be able hold hands with him hahas... we caught the movie 2012....its enjoyable..but again i cried during the movie hahas...so touching....tt alvin forever make a lot noise while watching movie..esp he always go comments one...and started laughing when no1 else is....damn silly....nice movie anyways....than we had dinner at Pizza Hut than cam whoring to fill up their cupboard than they changed and we head down to TM....so fast i had to bid goodbye..hahas he's not suppose to kiss after he changed but he did .....so sweet 0.O...to be continued (at the bottom)
hahahs....
so cute right whisky ^^
Brandy....
he;s starting to GROW BREAST !!!!......hopefully it wont be bigger than mine =X
they both alwyas so playful and always fighting too...reaction,both also same one
his army friends/bunk mates ken & kenneth...
he made me takewith them..it was v awkward !!! :S
his best buddy and friends...
SHAO LUN"s 18th birthday :D
i was super tired as i woke up at 8 am tt morning.....send alvin off than supposed to go home but i haven seen them for a long time so i went clarke quay to find them :D..they all just finished dinner.....we had a long time deciding where to go,kbox,pub allala.....end up sat by the river and all went home in the end hahas..shared the story of how we got back tgt too...kinda embarassed....i took cab alone as i was really tired and wanna reach home asap.....the cab driver damn good he drove kinda fast ...mb helping me.....i reached my destination at 11.58pm....lucky no midnight charge yet :D heh .....^^ ....i fall asleep damn super fast.....forgetting that i haven studied =X
gay!
kw,ian and arthur
the guys...
the gals :D
they 're finally attached ^^
hahahs ......
i was talking to alvin on the phone than they all chatting...nice hur the view ^^
CHACHA IS CAMERA SHY!!!!
tt day in library ^^library is one of my hatest place to go x.x
i've bad headache now and so i decided to stay home on a saturday night...what to do ..? watch tvee....i didnt watch the movie 10 promises to my dog because i knew it wld make me cry..but because i'm alone at home with nth to do i watched it on channel 62 since it was showing...FFFF....damn sad made me cry..damn touching.....the mother than the dog passed away..the dog really damn adorable one eh ....esp when it was still a puppy..dogs are really man's best friend..how i wish they can live up to the age like human does:'(...recently i've been crying because of sad ,touching movies,videos =S
tmr my eyes wld look all puffy agn plus tt panda eyes @_@ of mine.... gonna meet him tmr morning :D he told me the plan and stuff hahas.... i can call him my horny boy =X.....i shall not type further :D ....NIGHTS ^^
HAPPY 18 th BIRTHDAY WEI ZHI :)
sunday is shao lun's birthday and wei zhi's birthday ....yeah wishing u both happy sweet 18 in advanced first in case i wont be blogging tmr :D......used to be pretty close to wz....but i have no idea what to get for him still....and guess i wont be able to make it for shao lun's party thingy ...but i hope to meet them after tt ,as i miss n1 and n2 ppl :D
anyways,finaly i can take a breathe,but not a deep one yet as there's stil financial & accounting test :(its has been a long time since i've attend sch from mon-fri...so great acheivement for me :D...partly because i didnt wanna disappoint a few ppl ...he's gonna reward me with massages :D wakakkas... its been tiring....many nightmares because of ***...and maths test was alright except a few i really cld not rmb.....i cramped 5 problems into 2 days to study ...esp 2 were alien to me....at least i 've tried my best but i guess it was too last min =X didnt practice much too and i dont really have a "teacher"..(first time i studied for ut 1 maths =X )..anyways ytd i stayed in sch till 8pmwhoah...!!! class has been pretty alright and good with my great classmates....ytd this guy acting cool ,came in our class and only realising its the wrong class after 10 secs....damn funny...
today i felt the united-ness of our class ....because we all had to go for this "talk" ...cool la..its like class outing :D but...to another block =.=...imagine whole class in the same lift haahs..=X aha..while Q-ing it wld be great to have my camera with me but sadly NO !!!anyways the ut talk was great esp the video ..i love it...but it made some of us leave the lecturer room with teary eyes hahas..:D just came back from BT ,after pool :D tired :) but fun ....yay one more test to go and kitty lab on tues...and most most most great one is
WEEKENDS ARE HERE :D....cant wait to see poot poot machine on sunday too :Dhee hee..though its jus a day....better than nth right ^^but sadly to say my saturday wld be a boring one as i will have piano & rest..because everyone say my @_@ worst..:( oh NONO
i acc pressed the webcam button than he suddenly pop up ,wanna take..but i look worst in webcam so cover cover =X tt flower behind was given by him few years back :D
this crazy ass :D
although the emoticons are kinda gross its kinda cute too :D....different animals F-ing
last thursday at this pub :D.....tt explains why tt friday i didnt go sch too =X....
we liked this photo but its kinda blurry....
sy and i :D
all our retard face ..
their faci and part of their classs.....
meet sam the cleaner hahas..just jk..he spilled those nuts tts why
ytd was a super duper tiring busy day ......financial accouting was !@#$% ...after sch met meixin and the rest..cabbed to cwp.....lazy to walk :D....very cheap also.... than meixin and i left for PS :D....the basement food always look so tempting hahas.... we went to get our HELLO KITTY LAB TICKETS :D WHOAH :] went daiso to get crayon's biscuits .....its really nice ^^ manda intro them to me last time....than went to made with love agn.....so tempting but no money yeah :X... and happened to see an alright laptop casing..finally :D lucky i didnt buy num one ,too ex.... we had dinner at kfc and head home :D.....met rose after awhile at the bank nearby our hse than talked for awhile and we went back home :) though i'm v v tired...after talking to him ,i felt better :) wakkakas.....
today our class wld be having adventrue learning :S.....seriously,i'm afriad of heights ....hee
TADA :D we wld collect our kitty lab id on tt day :D its damn cool
the stations of the thingy
etude house :D.....the paper bag nice eh..:D...i love the freebies they give....and i bought the two eye and chin patch......haven gotten to try yet...
crayon biscuit :D i love it too because its in starry shape ^^
my new one :D ...i think its kinda common but at least lighter :D
this is botak CHACHA :D
Cheryllllll and i :D....after the movie tt day ^^
i'm always missing him so so much when he's not by my side..
hahas i dont really tell him "i miss you " liked before..
getting back feels different.....but still feels great :)
i wanna be stronger than before.....
the phobia still stays within me,but i dare not tell ....
WHOAH AHAHAHAHHA :D MX AND SY is going KITTY LAB WITH ME ...
i was quite sick on sat night because i didnt have enough rest ...and yeah bad cramps...it has nv been tt bad normally...
piano lessons as usual on a saturday morning...reached TM and he's already there :D....went to his hse ...helped him wash all his smelly bom bom clothes.....than we rest,went to have lunch ....than next to my hse,watch naruto and rest agn.....we had a change of plan....kinda disappointed but its alright as we wld be taking the flyer some time later ^^... went to lps to eat and visit his friends and all..... he was damn happy la hahas...lps was his "place" .....everyone like know him ..yeah so we went to safra to sing.....only the 2 of us hahas...damn ps but i'm use to singing when i'm bored /randomly....he was so afraid i wont sing aloud..but at least i tried and yeah we had fun :D....i had a video of him doing retard actions..can use tt to blackmail him if he tries to do anything funny..we met johnson for snooker ....and later we cabbed home ^^
i was so touched because we were both tired but he made an effort to wake up and accompany me to eat breakfast at ljs..:D....it was the first time i tired their breakfast..:D..not bad..damn bloody tsunami ...made me feel queezy weezy and damn pain.....hahahs than he piggy back me sometimes :) ....we went back and slp agn ....and later bought dinner for his younger siblings and we cooked maggi for ourselves:D... ticktock ..so fast he had to get ready and went fetch his mom and yeah reached TM pretty early....lalallala than i trained home.... he got confinement next week :"( the feeling really sucks ......though our 1 month wasnt tt special ...i'm happy enough :)
he really live up to the nickname i gave him ....he keep farting esp when he wakes up....damn cute one hahas but gross at the same time... 
the card i've made...due to busy test and all i cant make a proper one....
a"must" .....we use to have this once a month
see the paint of the wall..last time he painted halfway ......lazy pig !!!
i dont really watch naruto but i just accompany him..quite nice ..:D
=.=ZzZz
this is POOT POOT MACHINE...
i look damn fat :(
he long time nv see chacha so yeah heart to heart talk with him hahas
crazy ASS....btw i didnt unzipped my pants..its spoilt
fabian working
hahahs i dk why when we take photos not loving one =X
he always make diff face nv smile nicely one ..
brush teeth 
i'm already missing you so badly :'(
i didnt expect to watch this movie,but i planned to watch it with cheryl quite some time ago....and actually it 's a very very GOOD GOOD GOOD AWESOME movie....i ;ve thought marley and me made me cry like shit.. but this movie made me cry almost from the middle till the end.....i;'ve cried till my eyes were red n sore ..hahas...halfway during the show this gay crying than cheryl kept'on laughing ...i think everyone thought we both sadistic "...she laughed uncontrollably agn =.= hahas...and she wasnt really concentrating on the movie la hahas....she left for town while now i'm blogging... today i didnt turn up for sch agn because of ytd .....i 'll blog abt tt when i 'm free.... i was doing HOUSE CHORES TODAY :D...mostly my room ....i dk why everytime i packed my closet it would be messy in weeks time..=.=....and the floor now its sparkling clean :D so happy...but i know in days time it would be dirty agn =.=.... hmmph..back to the movie....its really good.....there's a lil twist to the story too....its super duper touching....i didnt know leukemia could be tt serious....its really painful and OMG.....i think i wld rather die if i had cancer than to go through all those sufferings...i think i would'nt be tt brave....but i really love the movie ...rate it 5/5 just tt it just made me cry too much....
lately i've been travelling from one end to the other...long train rides O.O ....
met cheryl for swimming agn.its far but i love swimming :D ...i didnt go sch ytd agn :P.....alvin "scolded " me hahas...mom left for genting ytd too ....when we reached it rained but heaven was kind to us ..it stopped after 5 mins :D wahhahas...this time we swam in the afternoon..so werid....its much more relaxing in the evening.both of us looked damn !@#$%^&* because after we woke up we barely doll up just yeah ....:D.....after swimming we went to get AWESOME ROJAK :D..went to her hse to bathe and had dinner there ^^...and i left .......the tang xin feng bao thingy ytd last episode ...so nice.....and i studied a lil for marketing test ..damn diff .... as promised i went to bed quite early ....since he risked his "life" for me hahas..
while i was still sleeping he msg n called me but i didnt reply than he like angry sent me one long msg...lucky i woke up when he called agn ...threatening eh..
too tired to smile
waters :D
aaaaarrrgh
cheryl kept laughing when she "secretly" snapped my changing process...
my hair looks long here ..but it isnt :(
i'm not scratching my armpit !!!
i;m happy texting someone'
probably it was a blessing in disguise tt ytd tt i didnt turn up for sch because i LAO SAI LIke bloody 6 times ..anyways..during alvin;s last book out he said in camp he sometimes smell my smell ..hhhahahs...wth..this morning i was super tired and i felt like skipping sch agn but today first ut man !!!! good luck ppl ^^
but when u wake up the first thing u wish to see is him beside u ....but its impossible for now during weekdays :X...but still he msg me first thing in the morning and though some are sweet talks .it really made my day ^^
we both actually wanted to get back tgt on the 27th as it was glued to our hearts for 33 months ...hahahs if we didnt got seperated, it wld be our 53rd month ...hahahs .
so this sat wld be our coming 1st... i rmb i used to make a card every month :D....we always planned our weekends ahead and guess what ..mostly going to the flyer ^^ ....before it opened we talked abt going there but due to the breakup we didnt have a chance.but now its coming true :D mb only ..
BUSY FRIDAY ^^
i have to skip sch for tt shoot thingy.....i woke up early tt day rush for piano lessons than went to simei ITE.....i hate being hair model because u have to sit down for so so long as long as 6 hours...yeah tt long..but good thing u can see the transformation of ur hair ^^ and u can get the photos for free :D...i was very worried as i cld not fetch ♥ love ♥ but lucky he got like excursions ....my hair and clothes was not my cup of tea but i still have to do the shoot....i rushed home got my clothes and rush down to harbour front....♥ and his friends waited for me for quite some time =X anyways yeah had "dinner there " and we trained home..save money :)friday night both of us were v v tired so we stayed home :D.....my day was really damn Packed....and ♥ was tired as he had drill the night b4...we both accompanied his mom for some grocery shopping and all...we went back and did some cooking :D.....i miss cooking tgt ^^.....maggi will always be delicious with X-TRA ingredients :D we watched (gong fu chu shen ) in my laptop and rest till 5 6 am than we slept :)
weilun..he;s the one i'm helping 
hahas yeah so diff from the rest...it looks funny
the "studio"
hahahs AUNTY !!!
it was so nice watchin the eggs jumping...damn cute one...
hahahs i know i look like siao char bo .....
it feels like the good old times :D
his mom and uncle disturb us say no CANDLES HUR hahas...
=.=
HORNY !!!! 
SATURDAY :Di "forced" him to acc me to dental....we both did our braces thingy while both the guys waited for us ..but i was pretty long .....we all had lunch and alvin n i went back home ...rest awhile than went to penguin hse area to wait for him..like 2 hours..damn tired ...we all went to cine to watch HALLOWEEN 2..tts how i spent my halloween :D...went tpy to eat supper ....we had a small quarrel when we didnt talk to each other..because i give tt "sian look " but i was tired and partly because of soemthing i didnt wish to say " but after awhile we were alright...went to my hse i bathed and we went for mj session...:D....cabbed to his ah ma hse the following morning :D....slp
SUNDAY :D
his grandparents,sister aunty and cousin all there...we waited for them to come back for lunch than his ah gong gave us a ride to kovan mrt...my first time sitting in a lorry...damn cool man.....we both had waffle and went back to his hse...went to cut hair too...we slacked and fell asleep because we were too tired..woke up and it was almost time to get ready..super fast....had dinner and sent him off at tm agn.....this book out was longer.....so many things happened....:D ♥♥♥i will miss him ♥♥♥
haahas
some of the blackies
shaving his hair
though somehow i feel tt the scar cant be removed....i'm trying not to spoil the day but somehow i did ....i made the promise ,hope u wld know how i feel and udnerstand too ...i'm sorry...i'm glad its just for awhile..:)
hhahahs i feel so @#$%^&* ,i cracked my brain,nerves,whatever to think of how to confort him or make him feel better but somehow its only short term..but at least he can laugh but deep down i know he knows....i dk why but though i 'm not the cause,i feel bad as being his gf ,u see ur bf very stress and fustrated,u;ve conforted him and soemtimes it doenst work u feel helpess and stupid ...heh ;X.....but i hope after u've being with me ..u feel better not me adding to ur problems :D
i cant wait for tmr's shoot...sadly i have to give school a miss which is quite bad as tmr's lesson is very important....because its maths/matrix shit thingy....but i'm still excited too :D....will have to go for piano lessons which is F early ...will fetch him at night :D
LOVE DOCTOR ....
sometimes,i wish there are such things like a love doctor ....u can clear ur doubts with.....i've updated my love blog ytd :D...but i haven finished actually ...anyways...gals are always gals...when their bf treat them badly they complain..but sometimes when they treat u extremely nice or sth....u find there's sth fishy....hahahs ...
HELLO KITTY LAB :D
its Hello kitty's 35 anniversary.....i read about this thing few months back in some magazine and i was shocked and so so happy to know it would be in singapore ,14-29 NOV......i wanna go and i must go .....but the bad thing is.... must buy tickets online because if u go q up there u might not get it if its full house.....and the duration is only 2 half hours..but i'm still gonna go...:D...i have not much friends who are hello kitty fans so i dk whom to call...plus...my bf wont want to go with me ....its really cool.....the concpet of the lab is like some dreamy thing....
the website so cute eh....the sanrio characters walking ..